Despite being incredibly annoying and highly creepy, I can tolerate people messing with me, what I CANNOT tolerate is them messing with other girls and creeping on them.
I know you guys don’t like callouts, but this is important, specially for every single women and wlw following me, because this guy is a fuckin stalker and I don’t want anyone crossing paths with him.
Please be aware of @groudonex, his old account was @proffessor–venomous , and even tho I know he had more than those, I sadly cannot remember them. This is long and really uncomfortable and REALLY long, so this time I’ll put it on a docs.
After months of not activity, this dude is back, and has become worse than ever.
His new url is hentaitoes, and I know in the bio he says he’s a girl, but I am sure it’s the same guy, and it’s not the first time hew has lied about it to stalk me (knowing I am a lesbian, which is incredibly homophobic and transphobic on his side)
PLEASE read the update on the same link, PLEASE help me spread this, I am tired and creeped out to say the least, I do not wanna deal with this aymore.
Here on Earth, where do I begin, Prying off my regards to them The remembrance of what I once was Wants to show its face again
I’m the wraith of a gem that I want to be most. I’m the shell of a pearl that I used to writhe in.
Dancing slowly in an empty mind, Can there be more to this world, than you? I tell myself I’ll save them all in stride Let you go and let the lonely in To take my light again.
Too afraid to more than this For the punishment of my remiss To break these chains, and be discrete I’d die alone, in whispers of defeat
I’m just shards of a gem that I want to be most. I’m the shell of a pearl that I used to despise.
Marching on the empty battle ground These scars can tell that i’m of worth, to you I’ll tell you all of how I stayed and fought Remembering of who I was back then A gem to forget again
Fragments of words kept To remind me of how useless Words that once screamed flawed Now I know i’m complete, i’m not guilty
Living in this world of hope and pride I am worthy of respect, I won’t comply I’ll take my thoughts comprised of, dreams so bright Let them go and keep the light in me They can’t break me again
I won’t be broken
(getting ready for the new episode! this was a request! dedicated to the sentry pearl theory)
Your local artist who never uploads art here to talk to you about how to color and shade with only a few simple steps! This is for Paint Tool Sai, because that’s the program I’m most familiar with. If someone has a Photoshop/Krita/Etc equivalent tutorial, feel free to link it or add it in the reblogs!
Every single time I listen to What’s the Use of Feeling Blue I’m instantly transported back to january 2017 and all I can feel and think while listening is snow and cold air and a drive to school at 7 am because I literally listened to this song and this song only on repeat for 2 weeks straight
Well bc I cant sleep rn heres some ideas for the booniverse au
Pretty much still the same premise as zuke’s OG wherein rose gave up her immortality as a vampire to be with greg and have steven BUT - rose in this au didnt give up her vampire status so steven is half human, half vampire by blood
The Gems dont have Gems I’m basing them off of what I imagine their human selves to look like
Rose dies the day after Steven’s birth due to a raid on the castle (temple) and gets staked protecting her family
Pearl, Rose, and Greg had a more amicable agreement concerning Rose where they had a V shaped poly relationship with rose in the middle ofc
Pearl was turned by Rose hundreds of years ago, Pearl fell in love with Rose and Rose seduced her, asking her if shed like to “spend the rest of time itself” with Rose and Pearl agreed
Amethyst was found away from her pack by Rose and was taken in
The famethyst is her pack, but she knew them before meeting Rose. Amethyst was turned by a werewolf from a rivaling pack, being mistaken for her sister (one of the Fams, first that came to mind was Jay but not all of the fam are related to her) due to a feud and getting caught in the middle
Garnet was made by magic and handiwork via Ruby and Sapphire (the mama witches) and as such spends a lot of time at the potion shop Sapphire runs to make sure shes holding up well
Steven, being half human, can withstand a lot of what typical vampires cant (being in the sun too long, wearing genuine silver, typical fiction vamp stuff) while Pearl, being a full turned vamp, cannot do these things without incredible difficulty and pain
Greg still lives in his van, mainly because he didnt take to the spooky castle the others live in. He and steven have the same relationship here as they do in show.
Greg doesnt really understand much of raising a half vampire son, so he entrusts Pearl with Steven a lot in the earlier days of his life (with the others too, but Pearl knows the most about vampire experiences)
hey!! i saw your post about having a panic attack. i know its since been deleted but i want you to know that it's gonna be ok. panic attacks can come from anywhere and anything and you dont have to feel bad about feeling bad, especially if it comes out of seemingly nowhere!! generally its a strong feeling of impending doom and feeling of super awfulness so if you start feeling that way, remember to breathe and try to focus on one thing - anything, even a random water bottle in the room can help!
thank you!! :’) I know pretty much what they feel like (for me at least) but it was a different situation and I had just woken up so I was confused and still not really awake to really comprehend what happened (I had a nightmare in the form of a flashback at the tail end of my sleep last night) and i pretty much laid in bed for 3 more hours after i woke up confused and scared. lol i think i should start looking for some resources for ptsd huh
Maybe since Peridots aren’t made for combat they’re designed to poof faster if they’re being attacked by another gem in the hopes that their gems will be left alone. They don’t poof very easily when taking damage from non-gem sources because its assumed support will be there in a minute or two to help them out during construction projects/kindergarden related tasks.
Makes sense! They’re engineers so they’re expected to take a few hard knocks. Susceptibility to gem weaponry might be intended to prevent rebellion of the technical caste.
Actually… have we seen a gem ever be poofed by something that wasn’t by the direct action of another gem?
Oh woah
amethyst falls off a cliff and only scratches her gem, but gets poofed by jasper’s attack, i think it was a kick or a headbutt? actually, if you think about gems who have taken the most direct damage from other gems, pearl wins so far. she got kicked around like a sportsball by sugillite, one of the very strongest gem fusions, and didn’t poof.
perhaps if technician gems like peridot are meant to buckle quickly in combat situations, pearls are meant to hold up under whatever physical abuse their much, much larger superiors dish out. i don’t think a diamond or high-ranking quartz would be pleased with a toy that snaps the first time they smack it, and doesn’t regenerate for weeks.
imagine younger pearl realizing that how much abuse she was built to take could actually be a huge asset in battle, and let her face down gems ten times her size. imagine frustrated quartzes realizing this too.